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cherrycyanide

Minneapolis

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Sunday Aug 28, 2005

Aug 28, 2005
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a dark room
A bent and twisted soul with a shattered and broken heart.

Eyes swollen with pain. Face burned with torment and fear.

Walking in an endless dark cold room. Listening to all the boogie-men and all the things that make your skin crawl closing in on me.

My head was jumbled and about to explode. Bruised and broken lips parted so I could scream.

About to loose it all to the wind. My life, my heart, my soul, my sanity. All shattered and loose inside my mouth.

But then a sudden jolt. I tripped over something.

On broken knees, pleadingly I look at what I've fallen over.

Into dark chocolate brown eyes with more soul and brilliance then I've ever seen before. Bright and shining in the dark room.

A smiling mouth full of glowing white teeth. A smile just for me.

It wasn't long before golden brown arms had helpped me to my feet again, pushing all those broken elements back into my mouth.

A cage of pearly white teeth streach across the opening as a smile reaches my lips.

A knit has saved me. A sliver of light in the dark dark room. A dark prince leads me through the darkness now.

I help him and he helps me. I can't see and everything going on in the darkness falls on his deaf ears.

Hand in hand we will get through this terrifying dream. And when we wake up, we'll have a happy life just you and me.






whatever whatever surreal

worth everything
Glittering star lit midnight skys.
Hanging over the slowly swaying waves of an inky black lake.

Mid day walks on a hot summer day,
hand in hand down the gravel roads.

Laying in bed under the purple lights,
my head on your chest, listening to your heart,
while you stroke my hair.

Fingers tickling against the back of my neck
while we drive down the street.

You holding onto me for dear life
every time you have a bad dream.

You grabbing me in the middle of the night,
Scaring the shit out of me,
just to tell me, in your half asleep voice,
that you're only saving me, it's alright!

The way you look at me with those stunning brown eyes.

How I can feel your heart beat speed up, every time we kiss,
no matter how big or small it is.

The way you kiss my forehead.

How you tuck my hair behind my ear, or brush it off my neck,
or move it off my face.

How you tap my nose, and complain when I "beep" instead of meow.

The way you call me kitten.

The way you say you love me.

They're all worth more to me then life it's self. I

would give up everything if it meant I get to keep you forever.

Your wit, your smile, your hugs, your kisses, your words,
your thoughts, your happiness.

They are all worth everything to me.

I would trade the sun in the sky,

The stars and the moon.

All the diamonds and all the caves in all the world.

All the pearls in all the oceans in all the world.

All the gold, the platinum and all the silver.

I would give it all away.

Just to keep you in my heart, and me in yours.

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