cherrycyanide

I had talked to a shrink before surgery and she told me that sometimes ones sex drive skyrockets when a person loses a lot of weight quickly. Well I didn't really believe her. Mostly because I had a high sex drive in the first place. But now I do.

My sex drive is through the roof. I don't masturbate anymore because I have a boyfriend and I feel akward masturbating because I have a boyfriend you know? But I'm horny 90% of the day. I restrain myself from trying to fuck him at many intervals of the day. And if I go a few days without getting fucked I start to get grouchy. I start to get extremely frustrated. He tends to save me in the nick of time, just when I feel like if I go one more day I'm going to fucking explode if he doesn't fuck me. . . he does. And it's always great.

I get little flashes of fantasys now too. I never used to fantasize but now I do a little. I'll be sitting and talking to someone or something like that and I'll get a flash of an image that will like instantly have me soaking. It's quite interesting because it's never happened like that before really. I never really wanted a specific person like this before. I don't think anyone else could sate me right now but him.

On a totally different note... since losing weight when I type I can see the muscles and tendons in my hands moving as I type I tell you it's quite odd to see shit like that.