cherrycyanide

I don't know what to do yet. I didn't say anything when he said he was asking me to forgive him and take him back. But I kissed him when he left and agreed to call him when I get up.

We talked a bit on the way to and from the movie and stuff. He said that he finds hmself thinking about me a good chunk of the day and if I don't call by a certian point in the day he feels funny. And that when he doesn't get to see me every day he misses me.

He said that he thinks I diserve to be happy as much as he diserves to be happy.

On the way home I asked him what made him change his mind. And he said the way he feels and how he feels like he needs me around. I told him that was good because I need him around too but what made his feelings so much more important then what he broke up with me for in the first place? And he said he didn't know and got a little flustered and told me he just needs me around and that I make him really happy. I think I'm going to sit him down and tell him that I don't want the drama involving amber and that I feel like I'd be pretty foolish to go back to him. . . and that I felt like he was just using me and such to get over amber. ..and that he slept with that girl and it really hurt my feelings. And in the end I think I'd more then likely take him back. . . I really adore that man. :\