cherrycyanide

Am I wrong for being upset about not getting sex very often? It's been more then a week now and I haven't had sex almost two fucking weeks. I can't stand that shit. Though if I were single I'd go longer but I'm not damnit. I have a boyfriend I absolutely adore and I'm still not getting laid very frequently. IT's taking it's toll. I have an advanced sex drive anyways due to loosing weight.

Did you know the hormone that makes you horny is stored in fat cells? So that when you loose a lot of weight at once it gets released into your body all at once? I could go three times a fucking day and still want more and I've only lost fourty fucking pounds. GOD. I need to get laid . . . I begged even, well not really but I said "Pretty pretty please" in my adorible little girl voice before we got in the car. But no he still got out at his house when I dropped his roomates off. Le sigh. I wanted to sleep with him more then anything. I wanted to be able to curl up next to him and cuddle with him into sleep.

But no. "theres always tomorrow" No mother fucker I told you my mom said OUT Of her house tomorrow. Goddamnit. He better stay with me tomorrow and I swear if they just play video games tomorrow I'm not staying. I will go out ot work or something...something. I donno. But I'ma do something if I don't get him to myself soon. Lately all I've seen of him is around other people, or if I pick him up from work I have him to myself in the car. I adore spending time with him any way that I can. But Fuck can I have you to myself once in a while?

My emotions are all kinds of fucked up and I need to go to bed now before I start blubbering or something retarded like that. Goodnight.