cherrycyanide

She's really starting to get to me. I want to twist her fucking head off her fucking body. She amkes me want to gouge her eyes out. She thinks she knows sometihng about our relationship and she knows NOTHING and she thinks that she has a right to say anything about what I think and what I feel and what I do. She is still trying to make me look bad and the funny thing is she doesn't know what the fuck she's talking about. Nasty bitch fucking e-mailed my boyfriend and told him that "one minute I love you, the next I hate you, and then I want to just suck your cock and have yous panking me and telling me I've been a naughty girl" and that amkes me want to kick her in her fucking teeth. Fucking fat ass ugly lazy horridly crazy cunt. FUCK I HATE AMBER I wish she would fucking commit suicide and get it over with. She is truely a worthless scrap of flesh. I wouldn't ever act on any of this shit, especially because this weekend is hopefully the only time I'll see her for a while because it's robs birthday and newyears. I told them I'd be nice and behave and shit for it and I fully intend on doing so. but I don't like that I have to not be all over jermaine and shit for it. But he said not to worry about it...and that we just wont do that kinda thing infront of people, that's what they have bedrooms and bathrooms for. I argued that it's impossible to drag him away from his video games and he said there probibly wouldn't be many played. And that he'd play pool a lot more then anything else. But whatever. I will live through the night even though the more I think about it the less I want to show up. But that's okay I'm going to make it a point to look better then I normally do, and to put on a happy face. I don't think I'll drink because when I do I have a hard time keeping my mouth shut and I have a hard time keeping my hands to myself. I really need to talk to Jermaine now. Fucking anxiety attacks.