cherrycyanide

so.. yes

Got into an argument with the goth cliche... and then started talking to him about the things going on with dre. he thinks theres something there. I pray, and wait...and pray some more because I get insecure...and then go back to waiting because dre knows I like him and stuff and I just have to wait and see what he does.. I think technically he still has a girlfriend but never says this stuff to me or anyone around so I donno. All I know is he thrives on affection and damnit so do I, just one of the reasons I like him. the big reason I like him though is....he makes me feel at ease. I feel secure around him... I feel like the real chantal when he's around like I'm not masking myself anymore like I'm honestly who and how I am....you know? I love that.