Wee lookit me being gone n shit pretending I have a life worth having outside this nice warm house. I would pick fucking winter to be social wouldn't I? God what an idiot. Lol. Anyways tha's what I've been doing. I've been social since halloween. Go me. And I'm going to be social tomorrow. Chip would be so proud of his little Chanti pet having real friends and shit. Lmao. Anyways lets do a shake down of things that have gone on while I been gone shall we?
Halloween:
thought I was going to be good and alone for it and I was happy as fuck when my pervert friend breheim stopped by and hung out for a while. THen chelsey came over and we went over to a party at Robbies friends house. Which was fun. I got a contact buzz being the little non smoker that I am and then we came to my house ate a whole shit load of food and candy and went to bed in my room after watching the ring.
Saturday:
I got talked into going to robs even though I was feeling a little socially overwhelemed because I'm a big loser brat thing. and yeah. So anyways some guy hit on me and when he didn't take the hints I dropped while being nice I had to eventually tell him I had a boyfriend. And he was like "Are you sure" and I was just about to rage on him because what the fuck kinda shit is that "Are you sure" mother fucker are you sure you got a cock and two balls? Yes I'm fucking sure if I said it. but the fact is I don't. Sad sad me. But how the fuck else was I supposed to get the loser off my dick? Jesus. anyways Chelsey did it for me, she cussed him out and told him to leave me alone and then she took me home. I was glad to be there. I got to talk to Rob online a little after that, and then his friend Thom.
Sunday:
I talked to Thom practically all day. he said h read my poetry that morning and he liked my writing and stuff and that he wrote some poetry but didn't think it was any good. We talked liek all day and at one point he invited me up north in december because he's having the hosue to him self and a bunch of people are going up. Apparently I've been made one of the crew by default. I feel wanted and part of a group and it's fucking awesome.
I love it. I missed having friends and somehow convinced myself that I didn't or some lame shit like that. Anyways we were talking and he said I should be in one of their movies sometimes. I said no cause I don't like seeing myself in a mirror let alone a video. My web cam doesn't count cause you can se at the most, chest level and up at a time. And so I said I'd help write. And he said I should help with production and stuff and so I'm going to do that too, whatever I can. Anyways yes. then I hunted for my cord to my digital camera and I'm really hoping I didn't throw it out because I'd have to find out how to get a new one then. And that'd be a pain in the ass. I have some good pictures of me in my costume too, in my digittal camera and on my normal camera. I have pics of me and chelsey too. And pics of her stoned off her ass. Hehe. Anyways I couldn't find it in any of the usual places so I started to clean my room. Completely overhauled tha tbitch. Got everything put away, rearranged my crate of books, my crate of art shit and all my misc. crap. I put art work up on the walls and then I put a rope light around my closet. It's beautiful. anyways it was so there was places to sit and shit on my floor when Rob and Thom come over. Maybe Mike will come too, I donno yet.
And today..then we're all up to fucking date. Today I've done nothing. I've eaten nothing. I've not taken my pill but I'm going to in a second here cause I want to be happy chanti. And uhm I donno what else. I'm currently talking to don and shawn. tow very awesome guys and my sex hispanic boy johnny just signed on yahoo so I'ma have to bug him to. I've only been up for an hour and not done much of anything.
WOO HOO space cowboys.
don't ask where that came from it was random. Anyways off I go.
Halloween:
thought I was going to be good and alone for it and I was happy as fuck when my pervert friend breheim stopped by and hung out for a while. THen chelsey came over and we went over to a party at Robbies friends house. Which was fun. I got a contact buzz being the little non smoker that I am and then we came to my house ate a whole shit load of food and candy and went to bed in my room after watching the ring.
Saturday:
I got talked into going to robs even though I was feeling a little socially overwhelemed because I'm a big loser brat thing. and yeah. So anyways some guy hit on me and when he didn't take the hints I dropped while being nice I had to eventually tell him I had a boyfriend. And he was like "Are you sure" and I was just about to rage on him because what the fuck kinda shit is that "Are you sure" mother fucker are you sure you got a cock and two balls? Yes I'm fucking sure if I said it. but the fact is I don't. Sad sad me. But how the fuck else was I supposed to get the loser off my dick? Jesus. anyways Chelsey did it for me, she cussed him out and told him to leave me alone and then she took me home. I was glad to be there. I got to talk to Rob online a little after that, and then his friend Thom.
Sunday:
I talked to Thom practically all day. he said h read my poetry that morning and he liked my writing and stuff and that he wrote some poetry but didn't think it was any good. We talked liek all day and at one point he invited me up north in december because he's having the hosue to him self and a bunch of people are going up. Apparently I've been made one of the crew by default. I feel wanted and part of a group and it's fucking awesome.
I love it. I missed having friends and somehow convinced myself that I didn't or some lame shit like that. Anyways we were talking and he said I should be in one of their movies sometimes. I said no cause I don't like seeing myself in a mirror let alone a video. My web cam doesn't count cause you can se at the most, chest level and up at a time. And so I said I'd help write. And he said I should help with production and stuff and so I'm going to do that too, whatever I can. Anyways yes. then I hunted for my cord to my digital camera and I'm really hoping I didn't throw it out because I'd have to find out how to get a new one then. And that'd be a pain in the ass. I have some good pictures of me in my costume too, in my digittal camera and on my normal camera. I have pics of me and chelsey too. And pics of her stoned off her ass. Hehe. Anyways I couldn't find it in any of the usual places so I started to clean my room. Completely overhauled tha tbitch. Got everything put away, rearranged my crate of books, my crate of art shit and all my misc. crap. I put art work up on the walls and then I put a rope light around my closet. It's beautiful. anyways it was so there was places to sit and shit on my floor when Rob and Thom come over. Maybe Mike will come too, I donno yet.
And today..then we're all up to fucking date. Today I've done nothing. I've eaten nothing. I've not taken my pill but I'm going to in a second here cause I want to be happy chanti. And uhm I donno what else. I'm currently talking to don and shawn. tow very awesome guys and my sex hispanic boy johnny just signed on yahoo so I'ma have to bug him to. I've only been up for an hour and not done much of anything.
WOO HOO space cowboys.
don't ask where that came from it was random. Anyways off I go.