cherrycyanide

So. Life sucks and I hate everyone I know curently. Except chip. Still lub him. But everyone else should go to hell and die. and that excludes rosie too except we ain't talked in a hella long time. Everything has me feeling and acting like a melodramatic depressed teenaged idiot. I want someone to love and I can't find anyone worth my time. Mind you I'm NOT pickey and yet I'm still having so much difficulty it's sad. Those I do find worth my time are stuck on someone else or intent on not being with anyone for a long time. I hate people. I do. I need a boyfriend tha tlives up here. Or a girlfriend. again i'm NOT pickey. eh I donno I'm going to attempt to be creative or something.