Okay well nothing new. I hate everything and I need to move again and I hate living with my sister. I want to move. I want a dog really bad too. A pug or a pitbull. I really want a pitbull but I can't get a pit unless we rent a house or something. Sprout wants to buy a house... that'd be fantastic.
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I went to goth prom lastnight.
It was fun, even though my friends left early.
I had the best sex ever afterwards.
got myself spankeded with the whip yay.
I looked great. Dawn took me and the boys pic aand said we were really hot.
He looked so awesome.
I'll get the pic up when I see it.
I have i nternet acess again, sorta....
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It was fun, even though my friends left early.
I had the best sex ever afterwards.
got myself spankeded with the whip yay.
I looked great. Dawn took me and the boys pic aand said we were really hot.
He looked so awesome.
I'll get the pic up when I see it.
I have i nternet acess again, sorta....
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devil_bitch:
I can't wait to see the pics. Goth Prom huh? What is that like a fetish ball only shinier? 
If only I lived closer to you.
If only I lived closer to you.
life sucks
I hate it
I need a new one.
the only thing about my life i want to keep are sharia and sprout.
fuck everyone and everything else.
I'm done dtrying.
I think maybe I'll quit my job move back home with mom and check in to the hospital for a month or two........
I seeriously need help.
I hate it
I need a new one.
the only thing about my life i want to keep are sharia and sprout.
fuck everyone and everything else.
I'm done dtrying.
I think maybe I'll quit my job move back home with mom and check in to the hospital for a month or two........
I seeriously need help.
devil_bitch:
Aww come here baby. *wraps you in huge all consuming hug*
Get some help. I am all about that. I need to do that myself. I have a lot of unhealthy shit running through my head.
You worked so hard to get away from your mom and be independent. Hang in there baby. You can do it.
Get some help. I am all about that. I need to do that myself. I have a lot of unhealthy shit running through my head.
You worked so hard to get away from your mom and be independent. Hang in there baby. You can do it.
otoki:
Hair pics are somewhere... I might have to hunker down and take them myself.
My boy and I talked it over, and now I'm going around seeing whoever the fuck I want, including him. He's so sweet!
Speaking of life sucking... well, you can read my update.
My boy and I talked it over, and now I'm going around seeing whoever the fuck I want, including him. He's so sweet!
Speaking of life sucking... well, you can read my update.
I have my own apartment.
I need to get my computer fixed.
I need a queen sized bed frame.
I wanna take new pictures.
I miss my ex brian.
I love sex.
I like how I got to decorate my room a lot.
I like thath e gave me the biggest closet.
I'm annoyed that there is a suicide girl named Chanti.
The fact that...
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I need to get my computer fixed.
I need a queen sized bed frame.
I wanna take new pictures.
I miss my ex brian.
I love sex.
I like how I got to decorate my room a lot.
I like thath e gave me the biggest closet.
I'm annoyed that there is a suicide girl named Chanti.
The fact that...
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devil_bitch:
Congragulations on the new place. It was well needed. Good luck getting everything else you need. I will be sending positive vibes your way.
Yeah I had to change my screen name form Velvet because they gave it to someone else. PFFTT!!
Yeah I had to change my screen name form Velvet because they gave it to someone else. PFFTT!!
cannibella:
You are everywhere! Heh, I think you are on my myspace, livejournal, and now I found you here too! Crazy shit man.
Six a.k.a. Envythesunshine
Six a.k.a. EnvythesunshineSo I talked to amber after doing all my damage control and shit and what the problem was she thought she was having contractions. She thought she was going into labor three months early. How scary. Her baby has some stress disorder so it is very possible that she goes into labor early. Scarey shit man I swear.
She called me again later and cried...
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She called me again later and cried...
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otoki:
I love girls so much. Boobs rock. Squishy + Squishy = EXTRA SQUISHY!!
If I didn't have a rule against doing things with involved people, I would totally volunteer
Oh, yeah, and if I didn't have a boy right now who doesn't know how he feels about open relationships. geez.
If I didn't have a rule against doing things with involved people, I would totally volunteer
Oh, yeah, and if I didn't have a boy right now who doesn't know how he feels about open relationships. geez.
otoki:
Funny how it suddenly doesn't seem threatening to them if you're fucking a girl. Like girls don't have legit relationships or something. How does he know a girl isn't going to sweep you off your feet? Poop.
I need a new group of friends.
That is all I really have to report.
My boyfriends ex asked me to call her at her moms when I get online. But I forgot to save the number and closed the message and now I don't know how ot get a hold of her.
That is all I really have to report.
My boyfriends ex asked me to call her at her moms when I get online. But I forgot to save the number and closed the message and now I don't know how ot get a hold of her.
devil_bitch:
I understand that sister. I only have 4 really close friends and sometimes I have issues with them.
Why are you calling Amber's mom? Enquiring minds want to know.
Why are you calling Amber's mom? Enquiring minds want to know.
I'm evil.
His ex keeps going into his e-mail. And I know hwo she's getting in. Well she deleted her e-mail account that he knows of hers. And then was just going to not talk to him so she said. But then she e-mailed him the new one. Because he might need to talk to her. But I went in and deleted it and only...
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His ex keeps going into his e-mail. And I know hwo she's getting in. Well she deleted her e-mail account that he knows of hers. And then was just going to not talk to him so she said. But then she e-mailed him the new one. Because he might need to talk to her. But I went in and deleted it and only...
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devil_bitch:
Thanks for the compliment honey!! You are quite lovely yourself.
Be careful on the email thing. IT might come back to bite you in the ass. Did you ever get a new job?
Oh and I just looked at your newest pics from 3/14. Damn I wish I had looked sooner. You gave me a kissie!!!
That just made my day. You are so fucking awesome. You look hot as hell too. Right back atcha babe!!
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Be careful on the email thing. IT might come back to bite you in the ass. Did you ever get a new job?
Oh and I just looked at your newest pics from 3/14. Damn I wish I had looked sooner. You gave me a kissie!!!
That just made my day. You are so fucking awesome. You look hot as hell too. Right back atcha babe!![Edited on Apr 08, 2005 10:08AM]
otoki:
Yeah, I just stay the fuck away from drama as much as possible. I've found giving advice to friends is usually stupid, because they won't listen. Ever. Dammit.
I need to buy new conditioner.
I used this optimum stuff at Sharia's moms house and it made my hair like ten times healthier then it was before. And I only used it twice! I was so amazed.
It smells like bubbles though... like... tons of little bitty bubble bath bubbles. Without the bubble gum or your choice of fruity scents added to it..
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I used this optimum stuff at Sharia's moms house and it made my hair like ten times healthier then it was before. And I only used it twice! I was so amazed.
It smells like bubbles though... like... tons of little bitty bubble bath bubbles. Without the bubble gum or your choice of fruity scents added to it..
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devil_bitch:
That girl has some serious issues. You are doing a very good job of handling the situation and I am proud of you. No matter what you say and do to her she will never see it until she lets go of her anger. Ofcourse you know this.
Optimum is the shit. So is Nexxus Hummetrix. I use that a lot. I need to take better care of my hair. *shrug*
Hey I finally posted some pictures!! good to see you on here again. I tried to do live journal but I already have too many online journals. It's getting to the point of copy and paste. I hate to do that.
Optimum is the shit. So is Nexxus Hummetrix. I use that a lot. I need to take better care of my hair. *shrug*
Hey I finally posted some pictures!!
good to see you on here again. I tried to do live journal but I already have too many online journals. It's getting to the point of copy and paste. I hate to do that. 
kizmet:
pinup of the day!
muwaaah!
muwaaah!
Yah yah yah.
I had a good easter. Now I'm going to sharias and see my boyfriend and then go to my dads house for dinner.
I'm doing my hair. I look good.
I decided to quit color treating my hair and I'm not going to press it for a while.
I miss my long thick hair. I have to stop doing stuff with it.
I had a good easter. Now I'm going to sharias and see my boyfriend and then go to my dads house for dinner.
I'm doing my hair. I look good.
I decided to quit color treating my hair and I'm not going to press it for a while.
I miss my long thick hair. I have to stop doing stuff with it.
otoki:
It looks good to me.
Well things went to shit again.
My mom doesn't want sprout at our house anymore because my step father hada cow because he was here when the ass got home from work.
I need a job so I can move but it's so hard to find one. I've been trying.
I'm doing the best I can and it doesn't seem to be enough no matter...
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My mom doesn't want sprout at our house anymore because my step father hada cow because he was here when the ass got home from work.
I need a job so I can move but it's so hard to find one. I've been trying.
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devil_bitch:
Yeah my dad was Choctaw. He's dead now. I never really knew him. My mom threw him out when I was a baby because he was a drunk. Damn the stereotype. He refused to register because he shouldn't have to. That is the stupidest shit ever. So I am not registered. I don't really know that side of my family but I think I am going to look for them. I was told that they don't like the Negros. I gotta try and fill in the empty spots ya know.
Sorry things are crazy at your house. It's only temporary baby you know that. You will be out of there soon and you and Sprout can live happily ever for now. I don't say forever anymore I learned that lesson but I do wish for you forever.
Stepfathers suck.
Good luck with the job hunt. Love and light to you precious.
Sorry things are crazy at your house. It's only temporary baby you know that. You will be out of there soon and you and Sprout can live happily ever for now. I don't say forever anymore I learned that lesson but I do wish for you forever.
Stepfathers suck.
Good luck with the job hunt. Love and light to you precious.
otoki:
Yep, I can't stand living with my parents. I love them, but we just don't get along when I'm there permanently.
Good luck with the job hunt, it's a bitch finding a job when you really need one, or so it seems...
Good luck with the job hunt, it's a bitch finding a job when you really need one, or so it seems...
cherrycyanide:
These were taken in march duh. Nearly 100 lbs lost
Newest update:
I knew it was going to happen. I get content and something kicks me in the teeth. My car got towed so I need to get fucking fake insurance for three hundred bucks.
THat makes
400 - to my grandpa.
110 - to my sister, plus a big favor for her coming to rescue me at five in the morning.
166 plus the...
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I knew it was going to happen. I get content and something kicks me in the teeth. My car got towed so I need to get fucking fake insurance for three hundred bucks.
THat makes
400 - to my grandpa.
110 - to my sister, plus a big favor for her coming to rescue me at five in the morning.
166 plus the...
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devil_bitch:
Well big ups to that. Did I just say that? *shrug* Living with someone is some crazy shit. Just be prepared. HA!!
theloonie:
hope you got things worked out kiddo,
We're going to meet when I get back from Japan. That's an order
I belieive spankings are in order.