My lovely art fag Zach said he wants to take pictures of me.
Tee-hee. It was lovely. It's beautiful when you get yourself gussied up and the gayest man you know tells you how sexy you are and how good youd look in HIS ART.... that's huge to me. Lol. He's already using a print of my boyfriend and I sitting on a couch as...
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Tee-hee. It was lovely. It's beautiful when you get yourself gussied up and the gayest man you know tells you how sexy you are and how good youd look in HIS ART.... that's huge to me. Lol. He's already using a print of my boyfriend and I sitting on a couch as...
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darksitka:
just want u to know that i think your reallycool 
I GOT PICTURES NOW!
I don't like them though. I'm wearing white. Big boobs... They look huge for once. Yayums. It's wonderful top get new bras.
I have to take my grandpa to the doctors again today. And then I'm taking a bunch of kids trick-or-treating and then I'ma get drunk somewhere. I haven't figured out -where- yet. I wish I had friends out here...
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I don't like them though. I'm wearing white. Big boobs... They look huge for once. Yayums. It's wonderful top get new bras.
I have to take my grandpa to the doctors again today. And then I'm taking a bunch of kids trick-or-treating and then I'ma get drunk somewhere. I haven't figured out -where- yet. I wish I had friends out here...
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devil_bitch:
You look really good in white. You look yummy. Have a Happy Halloween hot stuff.
cherrycyanide:
Sorry, no costume pictures yet!
I'm tired. I'm bored. My head hurts. I want a normal life. I want a job. I want to have money to spend on the people I love. I am pissed off that I don't have anything to do on halloween. Granted I haven't tried because I'm more pissed off that I don't have a costume this year. I have no money and nothing to...
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devil_bitch:
I understand how you feel so much. I have been thinking about moving away. I always thought you were beautiful. But getting healthy is always great and that is what is most important.
otoki:
Damn I haven't heard from you in forever.
Are any of those emails in your contacts tab?
more pics more pics!!
Are any of those emails in your contacts tab?
more pics more pics!!
I have a job that doesn't suck. It willb e concret tonight. It's a mon - friday job which is great cause it leaves my weekends open. But I do have school on saturdays. Saturday and any day during the week I want to go.
then I'm moving. I already have two options. I don't know which one I'm going to go with yet. I...
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then I'm moving. I already have two options. I don't know which one I'm going to go with yet. I...
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devil_bitch:
Congragulations on the new job. I hope that all is going well for you honey bunny. *HUGS*
Congragulations on the new job. I hope that all is going well for you honey bunny. *HUGS*
a dark room
A bent and twisted soul with a shattered and broken heart.
Eyes swollen with pain. Face burned with torment and fear.
Walking in an endless dark cold room. Listening to all the boogie-men and all the things that make your skin crawl closing in on me.
My head was jumbled and about to explode. Bruised and broken lips parted so I could...
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A bent and twisted soul with a shattered and broken heart.
Eyes swollen with pain. Face burned with torment and fear.
Walking in an endless dark cold room. Listening to all the boogie-men and all the things that make your skin crawl closing in on me.
My head was jumbled and about to explode. Bruised and broken lips parted so I could...
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I've been writing.
Aren't you proud...?
I wrote erotica for the boyfriend the other day.
I wrote a poem today.
I also did a free write thing and vented all over that bitch about amber. fuckin' psycho.
Anyways I've been up to notihng. Still job hunting. still bored with life.
I'm cold and I'm lonely and my boyfriends too far away. Someoen please give me...
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Aren't you proud...?
I wrote erotica for the boyfriend the other day.
I wrote a poem today.
I also did a free write thing and vented all over that bitch about amber. fuckin' psycho.
Anyways I've been up to notihng. Still job hunting. still bored with life.
I'm cold and I'm lonely and my boyfriends too far away. Someoen please give me...
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those dirty fuckers. they deleted everything I've written since I was sixteen.
they can eat my asshole.
they can eat my asshole.
devil_bitch:
I am assuming you are talking about LiveJournal. Either way babe I am so sorry. I am sorry that you are so pissed off. Wanna hug?
nick667:
hey whats up
I'ma start a porn site. I've decided. Just me. Nothing big.
But not till I fix this extra skin issue.
Anyways... I look fantastic lately. I saw pictures of me mere months ago and I look huge compaired to how I look now. God I don't know how I let myself be so unhealthy. Hell I'm still not healthy but at least I don't die...
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But not till I fix this extra skin issue.
Anyways... I look fantastic lately. I saw pictures of me mere months ago and I look huge compaired to how I look now. God I don't know how I let myself be so unhealthy. Hell I'm still not healthy but at least I don't die...
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I stole this from the BEAUTIFUL miserydeathtrip
If I were a month, I would be: Augest. It's just starting to cool off out here, perfect time to be at the lakes.
If I were a time, of day I would be: 4:20 because... I'm a big pot head face.
If I were a sin, I would be: Lust. Because I'm sexy like that.
If I...
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If I were a month, I would be: Augest. It's just starting to cool off out here, perfect time to be at the lakes.
If I were a time, of day I would be: 4:20 because... I'm a big pot head face.
If I were a sin, I would be: Lust. Because I'm sexy like that.
If I...
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devil_bitch:
Thanks for the compliments. I am flattered as always and yeah the kid is a cuttie. I know it is all my doing. LOL
otoki:
Oh, you're back 
OOh, a game!! I wanna play I wanna play!!!
Month: September. Leaves start to change, like my hair fading.
Time: Skip
Sin: Pre-Maritals. That's right.
Tree: Bamboo. I don't know if it's anything like me, but I think it's badass.
Weather: Red skies at morning.
Color: Aww, c'mon. purple.
Animal: Skip
Element: Air. You can't tell by looking at me if I'll kiss you on the cheek or rip your house apart. Wait, I'm confused...
Song: Until I come up with something more suitable, Bitch by Elevator Action.
Movie: Well, back when I was younger I would have said Daria. Now, though...
Book: Something by David Sedaris. My life is pretty funny right now.
Taste: Sweet soysauce chicken. Dunno why, I just like them.
Scent: Herbal essences rose hip shampoo, apparently.
Word: Meh
Object: Random sound generator
Facial expression: with 
with 
Shape: hexagon.
OOh, a game!! I wanna play I wanna play!!!
Month: September. Leaves start to change, like my hair fading.
Time: Skip
Sin: Pre-Maritals. That's right.
Tree: Bamboo. I don't know if it's anything like me, but I think it's badass.
Weather: Red skies at morning.
Color: Aww, c'mon. purple.
Animal: Skip
Element: Air. You can't tell by looking at me if I'll kiss you on the cheek or rip your house apart. Wait, I'm confused...
Song: Until I come up with something more suitable, Bitch by Elevator Action.
Movie: Well, back when I was younger I would have said Daria. Now, though...
Book: Something by David Sedaris. My life is pretty funny right now.
Taste: Sweet soysauce chicken. Dunno why, I just like them.
Scent: Herbal essences rose hip shampoo, apparently.
Word: Meh
Object: Random sound generator
Facial expression:
with with
Shape: hexagon.
So... yeah... I'm moving today. Oh joy. I start working on monday. Uhhh... what else. I hate life.
Yeah that's it.
Yeah that's it.
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el_phantasma:
Good luck on your move. I'm getting ready to move to another city in a few months. It can be scarry. Oh and about the new job thing, I have some advice. What ever you do, for the love of God, don't make out with, fuck, or persue a qoute on qoute "RELATIONSHIP with anyone from work. My ex dumped me months ago and I'm still suffering for it. But overall think happy thoughts! 
el_phantasma:
Oh yeah. You have a pretty smile.
I have been neglecting this journal because a lot has been going on. I still don't have a job but I almost do I tihnk. And I still live with my boyfriend. I'm still in love with him. I started seeing a shrink. I see her again tomorrow at five. She's nice, I like her. I hope she can help me.
To all you lovely...
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addlepatedwight:
I'm just here to discuss photography
Not to change your religion
Not to change your religion