so tonight was great. I got to see the place I'ma move into and it feels like home already. I can't wait tog etmy blankey and bed in there... I'ma have my grandmother buy me a really nice rug for my beautiful hard wood floors, and I'm going to get some curtians to match it, like the kind that go around the blinds. And I'ma...
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bettiekill:
drools........ hardwood floors.... 
bang_bang:
happy for you...i love my hardwood floors...
happy for you...i love my hardwood floors...Be fucking proud of the CHanti bee. I told him to fuck off finally..a nd I'm keeping it that way this time. I removed him from my lists and when I move I'm not giving him my phone number. I think I'll keep my live journal but I might make a new handle. anyways off I go to get my check cashed.
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bettiekill:
keep the chin up 
bettiekill:
keep the chin up
talking to him makes me sick. I can't stand him and I wish he'd just be gone. But at the same time I still want him and this all hurts so much.
bang_bang:
i nknow the feeling....she fucks with my head everyday
bettiekill:
when it starts hurting like that sometimes it's just best to pack up all the mental luggage and chuck it. i can't stand head confusion....maybe you should take a step back and try see a clearer picture of what's best/realistic for you??.. HUGS!!!!! 
IM MOVING OUT FINALLY WOOOO
bang_bang:
where ya going
I need to find me one of those nice big agressive sorta dominating guys... a cute one that I can keep around for after my surgery.. make all the losers that fucked me over jealous. tee-he Im such a vindictive bitch...but hell I'm cute now. And I'm going to be a goddamn knock out when I'm thin theres no question. So fuck everyone who had...
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ctrlcat:
hi, mpls girrl!
I came across you through UZi's journal. (Cute goth boy there.)
The siamese in your pics looks so cute and curious! Makes me want to get a young kitten again. My kitties are old. Lovable, but old.
did you/are you going through WLS? Good luck, and you're brave! I've never had surgery. But I did lose almost 60# a few years ago, and it made such a difference, in health as well as looks. It's very sad how much anti-fat discrimination there is, though. My mom is very big, and people can be such assholes.
I came across you through UZi's journal. (Cute goth boy there.)
The siamese in your pics looks so cute and curious! Makes me want to get a young kitten again. My kitties are old. Lovable, but old.
did you/are you going through WLS? Good luck, and you're brave! I've never had surgery. But I did lose almost 60# a few years ago, and it made such a difference, in health as well as looks. It's very sad how much anti-fat discrimination there is, though. My mom is very big, and people can be such assholes.
I'm a lot more submissive then I thought I was...
jericho:
How submissive are you?
once again I come to the conclusion taht girls are dumb...vastly dumb...and I don't know why I bother trying to date them ever.
I'm such a retard.
But things are okay.
But things are okay.
bang_bang:
why are u a retard?
beautiful lithe goth boys suck my cock... -.- especially when you fall for them and they lead you on... fuck dove fuck it all.. heh.
bang_bang:
HI
I had a great day yesterday.
As far as valentines day goes though it sucked.. Being that valentines day is ment to be spent with someone special and such. And my someone special was out with someone else. I mean I can understand him going to the club with someone else being that i 'm only eighteen and can't go anyway... but thats okay. Besides...
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As far as valentines day goes though it sucked.. Being that valentines day is ment to be spent with someone special and such. And my someone special was out with someone else. I mean I can understand him going to the club with someone else being that i 'm only eighteen and can't go anyway... but thats okay. Besides...
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happy valentines day fuckers.
So. I got a job.
I do child care for a woman who has four kids. The two I take care of primarily are four years old and 15 months old. cute kids. fun. Good money. She has governent daycare assistance and so they pay and she pays a co-pay to me aswell.
copay is 800 bucks a month. I don't even need to know...
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I do child care for a woman who has four kids. The two I take care of primarily are four years old and 15 months old. cute kids. fun. Good money. She has governent daycare assistance and so they pay and she pays a co-pay to me aswell.
copay is 800 bucks a month. I don't even need to know...
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