cherrycyanide

so.. yes

Got into an argument with the goth cliche... and then started talking to him about the things going on with dre. he thinks theres something there. I pray, and wait...and pray some more because I get insecure...and then go back to waiting because dre knows I like him and stuff and I just have to wait and see what he does.. I think...
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meh. I told dre how I feel about him and blah blah but then I got my responce and he doesn't want to lose my friendship and likes the way things are, and i can't blame him because I do too and I don't really want things to change I just....want to be girlfriendly but I can't be...and the only person I think I would...
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So the rumor is Dre has a thing for me now.. Or something. Which you'd think would make me happy, and it does....however I'm so depressed lately I don't quite know what to do with myself.

It's funny how some people think things are one way, and as long as you allow them to think that way, they continue to do so. Despite it being a bit obvious that it isn't that way any longer.

I have a friend now, that I don't even really consider a friend... It's that digusting little goth boy I was enamoured with not too long...
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I hate dove.

Life is boring.

It's my charges birthday today, we're having chinese for lunch.

I love the kids I work with, hate my employer. I need a new job.

I wish I were in love.

I'm in deep like with someone I'm sure isn't interested in and it sucks. Blah.

My computer still has yet to be fixed.

I miss being online.

I need a boyfriend that will kiss me hard.

I need someone I can talk abouts ex with at the very very least.

I almost had a threesome lastnight. It was great fun and my roomates boyfriend can kiss like no tomorrow. lmao. She is pretty good at it too. she's very easily excitible. haha. Anyways yes I am going to go now.

Ee. Hellou all. So...I donno what to say here I'm just borededed. I want to have my surgery. I can't wait you don't understand. ARRR. I am going to go see my boyfriend tonight. Yay. And then I'ma come home and get drunkers. Yay. Hah. Anyways I was so super duber dumb bitch stoned lastnight. Good times. anyways I miss dre hopein the homie comes...
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Happy bunny day.

Still haven't heard from my boyfriend.

Still lonely as shit.

got girl sex though. yay.

I got waisted last night. completely fucking smasheded. Fucked right up.

I wish someone to cuddle with had been there. I almost made bry cuddle with me but that would have looked stupid because he likes me... and i think I like him but it's different because...
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Mmm cock and boyfriends.

haha


I moved finally.

I miss my boyfriend agani.

He's visiting his parents.

I have my ex girlfriend visiting.

I'm waiting to go home now, my roomates aren't there and I don't have a key. Fuck.

Finally

My boyfriend came bak.

Apologized for being gone so long.

Said he missed me.

I lub my boyfriend. :x

I'm so disgusting about this boy it's sad....

Five days and I'm going insane.

know what I'd like?

I'd like to know where my boyfriend is.

I haven't seen him/heard from him since sunday when I took nate home.