cherrycyanide

Losing weight is a disgusting process lemme tell yer. I go on weightwatchers next week, on the first. So I make sure to get all appropriate weight off. And uhm... I'm lonely...and mvoing back itno my ma's house. That's about all there is too it. Love you faces.

So.

I over reacted, everything is fine. I didn't ruine a relationship and I still have a huge crush on Dre.

that is all

I'm a scumbag
and a would be homewrecker.
and I think I qualify as a slut too.


Sex with your roomates bestfriend who has a girlfriend that's sorta "in" your group, but only because of her affiliation with said best friend of the roomate is not a good idea is it people?

Nope didn't think so. But I was really not sober, I was lonely,...
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having crushes sucks...

especially when they're on close friends.

I want for me to be a ghost.

What is this massive mess infront of me? Oh wait my bad, that's my life.

My heat is screaming at me for being an idiot again.

My head hurts too.

But mostly my eyes hurt from crying.

I don't even know if I can look at them again.

Number one:

I hate Jackie

Number two:

I might move back home.

Number three:

Stomach stapling should occur in frickin' october.

I went to this party tonight. IT FUCKING ROCKED I felt SO at fucking home it's amazing. There were a bunch of up town kids and two really cute guys gave me tons of attention. I made friends with some GIRLS *The crowds gasp.* and I made friends with one guy too. Forgot to give him my phone number too. I'm so excited I hope...
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My birthday was great

I was trashed.

That is all.

Woo hoo for nineteen

I have a crush on willis.

My first crush on a black guy ...that DOESNT act like a lil skater boy. He's "black" tee-hee.

I like him a lot.

He's got a dominant personality

That is all.

I cleaned my apartment yesterday, all by myself, living room my room and all....

My hair smells like victoria secrets apple lotion yum.

My hair is so strange looking lately...


I'm watching my roomates kid and he's tourturing my mothers cat as I write this and I'm pretty sure he's using a pice of the shades to do it, I wont tell if you don't....
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I'm bored.

I got a job doing childcare for my roomate, my roomates friend and my ma'. That puts me at four kids.

Four kids puts me at 900 a month which is great.

My first kid is playing with his hashbrowns on the table. It's cute... going to be a pain in my ass to clean, btu cute.

I'm tired... he's going to take...
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I'm so itching to get a tattoo...but it wouldn't be wise to get one before an expected weight loss of around 175 pounds.