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Music: Horrorpops Mistake
Well, yesterday, the 6th was me and Brandon's 3 month anniversary! It seems like I've known him forever... hmm... but after seeing his comment to Astasia, I really would like to go lie in bed and cry. I know its not a big deal to him, and he thinks it will be a disater if we move in with eachother, but whats going to happen after our 1 year anniversary, is he just goint to keep saying that its a bad idea, or it would be a dissater?? I dont want to move in with him now, but I would love to someday, at least after I am in college and settled, you know? So whatever, that really hurt me that he thinks it would be a dissater.... I do everything for this man, I cleaned his whole fucking appartment before I left, and its really little but it took me the whole fucking day just to get the dirt and crusted over food off the floor, and what do I get, nothing, I dont get it.... maybe Dr. Laura's right, she says never do anything for your boyfriend like cleaning and cooking if you dont live with him, because what would he want you to move in if you did all this shit before when you didnt live with him... so basically he is getting free maid service and free sex service... so he has the best of both worlds, so why would he want to make a step forward like that, and make that big of a commitment!? I dont know.... maybe I am just jumping overboard too soon, I dont know, but all I really do know is that I love this man with all my heart, and if I wasnt with him... I wouldnt be living.... he is my everything.
bye.
Me
Music: Horrorpops Mistake
Well, yesterday, the 6th was me and Brandon's 3 month anniversary! It seems like I've known him forever... hmm... but after seeing his comment to Astasia, I really would like to go lie in bed and cry. I know its not a big deal to him, and he thinks it will be a disater if we move in with eachother, but whats going to happen after our 1 year anniversary, is he just goint to keep saying that its a bad idea, or it would be a dissater?? I dont want to move in with him now, but I would love to someday, at least after I am in college and settled, you know? So whatever, that really hurt me that he thinks it would be a dissater.... I do everything for this man, I cleaned his whole fucking appartment before I left, and its really little but it took me the whole fucking day just to get the dirt and crusted over food off the floor, and what do I get, nothing, I dont get it.... maybe Dr. Laura's right, she says never do anything for your boyfriend like cleaning and cooking if you dont live with him, because what would he want you to move in if you did all this shit before when you didnt live with him... so basically he is getting free maid service and free sex service... so he has the best of both worlds, so why would he want to make a step forward like that, and make that big of a commitment!? I dont know.... maybe I am just jumping overboard too soon, I dont know, but all I really do know is that I love this man with all my heart, and if I wasnt with him... I wouldnt be living.... he is my everything.
bye.
Me
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i do agree with punker b on the age thing(you will go through changes)i've thought similar things in some of my relationships.-guys say one thing and a women can hear something completely different or just break it down into every little aspect.
sorry,i feel like i'm being super nosey-like dr.laura or something-take care