cherry_deadly

well, update it is.
im drunk.
its a shame for me.
im very finally over him.
thank fuck for that.
he's a child.
he does my head in.
he is not what he appears to be.
im ok.
doing ok.
trying to find some happy.
trying to get "me" back.
me and my friend had wine.
lots of wine.
i want tea and toast.
mmmm tea and toast.
i love you but you are boring.
i hate you but you are interesting.
fuck you i won't do what you tell me.
"Well thats not very sub now is it?"
fuck you.
you were never good enough for me anyway.
you never knew what i was really talking about.
you never really understood.
and you never will.