I just realised how lame my journals have gotten over the last few months. I read some of the old ones. And I cried and I laughed and I puked and I spat.
I used to write stories for you guys. I used to break lines. I used to rant. I used to rave. But most of all I made an effort.
Nowadays my journals are rare and they are bare as my cupboard and as empty as my bank account and as shallow as the puddle that dried in the sun.
And I notice how few of you come back to read and how the regulars have left. I lament for the days where I had hours to spend on keeping a friend.
But I'm just useless at keeping in touch and my memory is weak.
I think I lost my brain when I moved to London. This city's a big place, y'know. It makes me feel 17 again, but ages me so fast. I have wrinkles now, and undereye bags. But I dress how I want and I shave my head if I desire.
But it's broken my soul and it's ripped at my skirt.
I'll make it up to you all, and these aren't excuses for sure. Just a little reasoning, a little seasoning to remind you I am who you thought.
BitchCam
thazzzright
:cherry:
I used to write stories for you guys. I used to break lines. I used to rant. I used to rave. But most of all I made an effort.
Nowadays my journals are rare and they are bare as my cupboard and as empty as my bank account and as shallow as the puddle that dried in the sun.
And I notice how few of you come back to read and how the regulars have left. I lament for the days where I had hours to spend on keeping a friend.
But I'm just useless at keeping in touch and my memory is weak.
I think I lost my brain when I moved to London. This city's a big place, y'know. It makes me feel 17 again, but ages me so fast. I have wrinkles now, and undereye bags. But I dress how I want and I shave my head if I desire.
But it's broken my soul and it's ripped at my skirt.
I'll make it up to you all, and these aren't excuses for sure. Just a little reasoning, a little seasoning to remind you I am who you thought.
BitchCam
thazzzright
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me & kevin were going to pay for people's travel last night if you'd been there (why are you assuming that we wouldnt pay you for that, when I told you up-front that we would???). You're still in the video, but as your appearance will change on Sat we cant shoot any more with you as it'd fuck up continuity.
I'm disappointed that you feel this way and that you've decided to slag me off here. that kinda hurts. we should speak.