Now I know that I must leave
And I can't remember when I ever felt so great
It was my time spent with you before the war
But now these blue tears they keep falling
Falling down from my lonely eyes
They're falling for you
I can see the ship's reflection in your eyes
From behind me telling that I have no other way
And it was hard to turn and leave
Now these blue tears they keep falling
Falling down from my lonely eyes
They're falling for you
I know she's in a better place. I know her pain has gone. But I never got to say good bye. I never got to tell her how much I love her. I miss her.
It's so cruel. So unexpected. I can't imagine being killed from the inside by something so black. Knowing, all along that it's the end. And everyone around you refuse to believe it is. They tell you you're better. And then it lies. It comes back. And it hurts.
They say she was screaming non stop for the last few hours.
I know everyone goes away in the end. But why do some have to go in such pain?
I just wish I could have told her good bye.
:cherry:
And I can't remember when I ever felt so great
It was my time spent with you before the war
But now these blue tears they keep falling
Falling down from my lonely eyes
They're falling for you
I can see the ship's reflection in your eyes
From behind me telling that I have no other way
And it was hard to turn and leave
Now these blue tears they keep falling
Falling down from my lonely eyes
They're falling for you
I know she's in a better place. I know her pain has gone. But I never got to say good bye. I never got to tell her how much I love her. I miss her.
It's so cruel. So unexpected. I can't imagine being killed from the inside by something so black. Knowing, all along that it's the end. And everyone around you refuse to believe it is. They tell you you're better. And then it lies. It comes back. And it hurts.
They say she was screaming non stop for the last few hours.
I know everyone goes away in the end. But why do some have to go in such pain?
I just wish I could have told her good bye.
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honkeykong:
-i'll bet that she knew how much you loved her, regardless of whether you got to tell her one final time.
maelwys:
I'm sorry to hear about your grandmother. Losing loved ones hits very hard. I remember seeing my grandfathers decline in hospital a couple of years ago, I still think about that often. I'm useless with words in situations like this because I don't think words are enough. Take care yourself.