cherry

Yes, yes. The lights are still on. Just.

I'm still in Canada. I'm in search of my future, and I know it's out there somewhere, I'm just having a little trouble leaving this little part of the planet behind. Only a week and a few more days left, though. I'm torn. On the one hand I am looking forward to seeing the friends I've left behind for the past six weeks, but on the other I'm sad to leave this life behind. For now. Life here is so much brighter, more free and peaceful. I know I'll see it again soon enough. I am still searching, but hopefully the solution will be apparent eventually.

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I'm not going to apologise for the lack of poetic words or insights in this journal. It's time I stopped apologising for the things that aren't meant to be. I will however apologise at just how terrible I am at keeping in touch these days. My internet access is infrequent and every time I do sit and look at my screen I yearn for the moments outside that are passing me by without my noticing. I suppose that is a good thing. I feel like I'm in touch with the world again, in a powerful way. I'm lacking a certain level of human interaction, but that is nothing new.

What's happening right now is that my brains are spilling out through my fingertips and polluting this page.

In short, the wildlife, the city, the sea, the sky, the snow and the sun have me captivated and it's been difficult to turn my attention away. I'm sure I'll catch up with those that really mean so much to me very soon, but I do think about those human beings that I care so much for every moment of every day.


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Here are some photos of some of my favourite views that are always on my mind:

(taken on NYE)













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I'll be around. Love.

:cherry: