1. Shootfests! Its amazing seeing all of the blogs and photos from shootfests in exotic locations! I would love go to a shootfest one day and meet all of the SGs! Plus traveling is my favorite thing.
2. Group sets! Group sets are so awesome! They look so fun to shoot! Have you guys seen Fight Club? I would love to participate in a fun themed group set someday.
3. Chill with SG! As you may know I am a huge stoner and I was so excited when I found out SG now has a line of cannibis vapes! I would absolutely love to be apart of future promotions and Chill with SG projects!
4. Comic Con! I love cosplay so much! Ive always wanted to go to Comic Con, but not just to attend but to work at the SG booth! Honestly that is one of the things Id love to do most if I become an SG!
5. To accomplish my life long goal!
I was bullied really bad in school, people called me ugly and made fun of my hair and lips and nose and everything else. It got so bad I started having anxiety attacks whenever I left my house, I wouldnt even go with my mom to Walmart because I thought everyone would laugh at me. In 9th grade I dropped out of school and locked myself in my room. I had a counceler from the age 10-16 and she helped a lot, she recommended I did something out of my comfort zone like go to a concert or just go to the mall. I couldnt even imagine going to a public place so I decided to try "modeling" since I would only have to be around 1 other person, the photographer. My grandma took me to my first shoot in someones garage, from that moment on I knew it was my passion! I worked with a few local photographers and my favorite thing to shoot was Pinup! After I worked with all the local photographers I tried to branch out and work with new people but I quickly learned that I am not the "model type". Most of the photographers I reached out to didnt want to work with me because of my height or weight. Im 5'3 and not model thin. As I got older I did a few pinup shoots here and there, but my favorite photographer didnt want to work with me anymore because he didnt like tattoos. I couldnt find any more people to work with and I was so devastated because I really loved modeling. I looked up tattooed models and I found SuicideGirls. I fell in love with them, they were so beautiful and cool! You didnt have to be a certain height or weight, you just had to be yourself! I was only 17 at the time but I knew I wanted to be a Suicidegirl when I grew up! When I turned 18 I made an account and was so excited but when it came to actually submitting a set I chickened out. 2 years went by and I thought about it everyday! After talking about SGs and everything related all day every day for like a year my husband talked me into actually doing it! Actually shooting a set and going for it instead of just dreaming about it! We drove to LA and I shot my first set with @milloux and I loved being there so much! I finally found where I belonged! All of the SGs that I met were so kind and lovely! All I want is to accomplish my goal and become a part of the SG family.
Those are my top 5 out of a million reasons I want to be a SuicideGirl!
If you made it to the end thank you so much! 💖💙💚💛
@missy @rambo
