cheri

"Some dreams stay dreams, some dreams come true"









I haven't done many photo shoots I have been sick, I struggle with eating and sleeping a
normal amount. everyone knows life can be a bitch and im not looking for sympathy.
some people might think im 'too skinny' I say fuck you,
if i could eat and sleep more i Would.
im 21 years old. and I feel like im 40 sometimes
being a touring dancer 5 shows a night 6 days a week 21 days straight;
id like to see you try dance in my shoes. u couldn't keep up
no one understands how hard it actually is to do what i do and how little i actually bring home
at the end of the day sometimes it just not worth it and i feel like giving up on everything
because its hard for me to bounce back from bad things that happen on my own
i dont know. damned if u do or dont. i should be dancing the blackheart burlesque show, be killin it in los vegas or on the cover of inked or something dope right now but instead im trying to talk some sense into myself, feeling like a old news paper
i cant afford to be foolish anymore



Im jaded as fuck. its painful being an artist a passionate one anyway



my favourite cousin Amy got married in august in Goldon BC it was
such a beautiful day, hearing her husbands vows made me tear up,
it was a nice reminder of how a beautiful healthy relationship should be,
i left feeling confused, like i forgot what it was like to not be in some sort
of abusive complicated relationship. Im so happy for her, I hope some one
will love me yet not try to own me someday.
from now on im gonna be my own best friend
and maybe next time will be the right time.



leave a comment on my new set, i would be happy if it makes front page



me and lari r going to sleep