Ugh lately I've been feeling like shittt...physically and emotionally. I'm so unhealthy and it freaks me out because normally I feel invincible to any kind of illness, i've always been healthy- I guess that makes me human?! To make things worse my Dr. is a complete idiot and instead of admitting he cant figure out whats wrong and sending me to a specialist he just assures Me I feel fine! Haha! like okay bud, good one.
I feel like i'm tied to a chair, strapped with so many ties. I cant grow or move and inch. And since I have such a nagging ambition within me, feeling like that really frustrates me. I wanna do more, and be the best that I can be. And you guys really do inspire me; honestly I love and appreciate all your messages, comments, and support.
On a more positive note; I'm going to quit smoking cigarettes. Its gonna be realllly hard, because I love them dearly and they have been my crutch for many years. But I want those strong athletic lungs I used to have back.
I want to dance again. I really miss it! I did ballet for 8 years.
I feel like i'm tied to a chair, strapped with so many ties. I cant grow or move and inch. And since I have such a nagging ambition within me, feeling like that really frustrates me. I wanna do more, and be the best that I can be. And you guys really do inspire me; honestly I love and appreciate all your messages, comments, and support.
On a more positive note; I'm going to quit smoking cigarettes. Its gonna be realllly hard, because I love them dearly and they have been my crutch for many years. But I want those strong athletic lungs I used to have back.
I want to dance again. I really miss it! I did ballet for 8 years.
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You should dance again ! I feel the same, I miss being a gymnast and doing circus stuffs.... But it's complicated where I live.
Lavonne's advices are pretty good. Also, are you on pill ? Sometimes it can fuck you up (not always, fortunately)