chenz

Needed to clear my head tonight after everything that has been going on, so I had a drive down to the cosat. I love the beach, and it was incredibly beautiful tonight.

There wasn't much wind, though it was absolutely freezing. I walked along the sand, and it was quiet, all I could hear was the sound of the ocean. I was alone with my thoughts, aside from the occasional dog walker, and one or two people close to the waters edge who were night fishing. It was so dark, only lit by the full moon hiding behind breaking clouds, and the lights of the sea front houses and hotels. I tried to take some pictures on my phone to try and capture just how amazing it was, thought they didn't show much. I may try and lighten them up a bit and post them tomorrow.

I would love to live by the sea; it's about a forty minute drive from where I live at the moment, and I only ever seem to get there by myself when things get so bad that it's the only place I can really think straight. It's so calming.

I walked back along the waters edge, and left at the point where I began to lose the feeling in my fingers.

I cried all the way there, but left feeling so much better. Just calmer I think. I guess the best things in life really are free.