chemira

Ok, So i think i am through. I have been yelling and getting stressed out at my boy in regards to cleaning house and helpin me out that i just cant take it anymore. I found a grey hair a couple of days ago. I think i might have a nervous break down. I am so stressed. i fucking snap in an instant and if that isnt a sign that i am stressed out then i dont know what is. So i am going to fix this car up and fuckin get out of this house. I need some space and after being called Krystal i think i get the drift and i think he has been picking up some dirty habits from his friend zane. looks like i am out. I am going to have to talk to him tonight. sucks because i wont be home from work til 11pm. oh well. Maybe i can find me a tatted boy. They are so sexy.

I want someone who is going to treat me right and help me out when i need it. When i say help out i mean with everything not just cars. I love cars too but there are other things in life that need to be done also.

I hope everyones morning and day go well tonight and cross my fingers for me. My singleness is going to become and i will be able to be myself again.