chefdaddy

Crazy f-ing week. I will spare you the details. Yesterday I let my self get so pissed that I woke up this morning feeling hung over from being angry. Does that happen to anyone else? It is rare that it happens to me but I will get that way sometimes. Of course it was work related and I brought it home which I hate doing so everyone went to bed fast and left me to stew by myself in the dark watching funny shows and not laughing.

Tomorrow will be better. We will be celebrating the Zizzle's birthday. It is really monday but the wife has class so we will celebrate early. It is nice that for once I am not the reason a birthday is being celebrated on the wrong day. Ms. Sun is excited that this year she gets to celebrate her birthday only 1 day late because I work on her birthday. Last year the way it worked out she was two or three days late getting her cake. She is a good sport but I feel bad when they have to wait for me.

I am going to try like hell to get off in time to see the Steel Drivers friday at six strings. 15 bucks to see a new school blue grass band that doesn't suck, I have to try to support that. All appendages crossed till then. I need to get back to playing music again. I know that is part of the reason that I have been prone to blowing up more than usual. My mom says "if I were anymore laid back I would be dead" and that is true generally speaking but I tend to bottle shit up like everyone does and playing and singing has always been my release. I have been finding it hard to get my time and inclination in sync. I wish my basement was finish-able because I need a place to get away, but still be at home and I don't have it here. When they had that show about Snoop Dogg and his family I loved that he bought himself one of those big pre fab sheds and put it in his yard and ran power to it. Even with a mansion at his disposal he still had to make himself an escape pad. Hmmmm... I should start pricing sheds.