chef99

I hate the fact that I have not had the time to maintain this blog and my group. Things have been so hectic lately.

My boss is done on the first of May. I hate to see her go but understand why she is leaving. They have asked me to take over but I said no thanks. I am not interested in being the chef for a big company. So a new job search begins. I think I would like to be out of the city. I feel like brooklyn is the place to be. I am going to try to work that out. I want to move there soon.

On the other front. I think tonight will be the end with my girlfriend. It will be a rough night. I love her but think some of our goals are not the same. It kills me that I will be losing my best friend but think she and I will be happier in the long run. I keep trying to think of the positive things that will come out of this and not the depressing negative shit.