cheech

6 days since my last post. This is one of the reasons I feel a need to leave SG. Used to be there was no way I'd go 2 days without one.

I had a good time at the party last night, but ended up kinda melancholy afterward, and this morning. I know I'm insecure, but I also know there's some folks who don't like me as much as I like them, and it makes me wonder- am I boring? Is there more I could do to make my personality appealing without making me one of those needy-for-mass-attention folks I can't stand? That's the $64 billion question.

Don't want to seem like I'm heading for a big mope-Journal. I got Xmas presents sent off to people this morning... and maybe I can send some post-Xmas ones too (since there's no chance that I'll get to a post office before Wed afternoon). I was going to not do stuff for people, since I'm not as rich as I once was, but the one thing I can enjoy about this time of year is getting things for people.

And the Tuba Christmas. I caught some of that a week ago. In Portland, some 200 tuba players come out to play Xmas music every year. I think more orchestras should consider going 100% tuba. It's a good sound. Also, all Xmas music should be instrumental and tuba or not at all.

With 3 stacks of library CDs to get to on the floor here, I think I should give myself a ban on getting any more before February, so I can burn these to disc, burn the dozens of files I already have to disc, and figure out just what the hell I want to put/ keep on my iPod. Also, my mom just gifted me a digital camera, my first, so I have to figure out how the hell to use it.

Okay, mundane Journal done. Maybe I can make a DAMNED exciting one some time soon.