I often wonder why I am capable of remaining in solitude for extended periods of time with out too much care over it. Even after roughly 4 years of spending most to all of my free time with someone else around me, I don't feel lonely in the way I see and hear others feel, now that I am once again alone. If I strip away any of the emotional pains I have had recently, there is no true loneliness, even when the emotional pains are factored in I still don't really feel lonely.
The only thing that concerns me about it is that it makes me wonder if I am actually built to be anything other then alone.
*Addendum - even with that info, oddly enough my second biggest fear is dying alone, only out done by dying at all*
The only thing that concerns me about it is that it makes me wonder if I am actually built to be anything other then alone.
*Addendum - even with that info, oddly enough my second biggest fear is dying alone, only out done by dying at all*