I think I'm either having pregnancy depression (which is possible since I'll already at risk because I had post partum depression after having Tristin) or I'm just a really boring person now. Either one just sucks.
I think part of it is because I have kind of given up myself lately. Putting MY stuff on the back burner so I can be a good wife and mother. Mike (the hubby) got mad at me for gauging my ears again without asking him first. Oh BITE ME! It's not like they are huge, just 8g. Geeeeeeeeeeeez. And it's okay for him to get all the tattoos he wants (including a half sleeve he's getting done next weekend) but when I say I want half sleeves too (of pretty flowers and vines btw), he doesn't think it's a good idea. Like what the hell?! Yes I value his opinion in things but when it comes down to it, I will do what I want.
So, yeah. In an effort to reclaim my Tamminess (Yes that's a word because I say is it), I am going back to my roots, so to speak. I actually dug out my makeup this weekend.
I haven't worn makeup in.... a very long time. I shall start doing that more, even if it's just for around the house. I am going to do it for ME! I'm going to start wearing my jewlery again. Wearing my bad ass non-mom clothes and not care what people think. I might even wear my platform studded mary janes if I have a chance. 
Just because I'm a mom doesn't mean I have to give that up.
Grr.
P.S I figured out why I couldn't find chat. Haha. That top bar doesn't load right, so instead of a bar I just get a list and all I can see is GIRLS and PICS. Slightly annoying.
I think part of it is because I have kind of given up myself lately. Putting MY stuff on the back burner so I can be a good wife and mother. Mike (the hubby) got mad at me for gauging my ears again without asking him first. Oh BITE ME! It's not like they are huge, just 8g. Geeeeeeeeeeeez. And it's okay for him to get all the tattoos he wants (including a half sleeve he's getting done next weekend) but when I say I want half sleeves too (of pretty flowers and vines btw), he doesn't think it's a good idea. Like what the hell?! Yes I value his opinion in things but when it comes down to it, I will do what I want.
So, yeah. In an effort to reclaim my Tamminess (Yes that's a word because I say is it), I am going back to my roots, so to speak. I actually dug out my makeup this weekend.
I haven't worn makeup in.... a very long time. I shall start doing that more, even if it's just for around the house. I am going to do it for ME! I'm going to start wearing my jewlery again. Wearing my bad ass non-mom clothes and not care what people think. I might even wear my platform studded mary janes if I have a chance. Just because I'm a mom doesn't mean I have to give that up.
Grr.
P.S I figured out why I couldn't find chat. Haha. That top bar doesn't load right, so instead of a bar I just get a list and all I can see is GIRLS and PICS. Slightly annoying.