I'm sober this month, which has it's up and it's downs. On the upside, I will actually get paychecks this month and put them towards paying off the debt that I have. The down side being that I'm not drinking myself into oblivion right now. Instead, I'm sitting here full of self loathing, since all of my anger at others winds up turning into self-hatred,...
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Thanks for visiting folks. It was nice to see some of you down at my bar. I'm not the most social person, but I do appreciate the company.
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kaffeina:
OMG. Seriously, you couldn't live without Scrabble?
that's some pretty fucked up shit right there.
and uh, i'm selling the house.
that's some pretty fucked up shit right there.
and uh, i'm selling the house.
life_returns:
I hear youre detoxing. Good for you. I think i might do that around late april.
Sometimes, I'm confused and silly.
thistle:
aw i like your new picture.
gentlefemm:
Aren't we all sometimes? The pic is cute
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'sI'm far too in love with a girl who must remain nameless. She knows.
Yes, I think that I will go to prom. Maybe I'll even be able to scare up a date.
I'm pissy and drunk. Work was kinda boring. I'm far too distracted by the girls. Then again, it might be the lack of girls that distracts me. Right now, there are two women that I want, and I can't have either of them. It pisses me off to no end.
The first girl, is someone I've known for years. She's a little older than me,...
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The first girl, is someone I've known for years. She's a little older than me,...
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life_returns:
PRom !
Argh. So, I've been feeling awfully single lately. I don't have any real prospects, so I figured I poke around with online dating. Oh, well. They just tell me I'm being too picky and that I might want to adjust my preferences (read: lower my standards, settle for something I don't want). That's lame.
You'd think that I wouldn't have this problem, being a bartender,...
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You'd think that I wouldn't have this problem, being a bartender,...
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phdpunk:
just wait till i get back lil momma.
I've been remiss. I haven't written in ages. I stop by daily, but I barely even knock. Instead, I slipped in and out without saying anything.
I've started a small business. That's been exciting. I'm blogging elsewhere too.
I've started a small business. That's been exciting. I'm blogging elsewhere too.
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thistle:
Hi. It seems like you only work upstairs now. I should go up there. I love drinking.
shicawgo:
Hey what kinda camera did you take this picture with? it's so clear! I wanna take pics that good too! shareshare!
Ahh... I'm a bit drunk. I've been busy lately. I've been working a lot and staying out of trouble. It's fine, but a bit boring.
I've got a crush. It's a girl that I work with. She's so very beautiful. I think that maybe she's interested. I'll have to see where it goes.
I don't want to be alone tonight. I want someone to hold...
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I've got a crush. It's a girl that I work with. She's so very beautiful. I think that maybe she's interested. I'll have to see where it goes.
I don't want to be alone tonight. I want someone to hold...
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life_returns:
hey man.
Another night at work, another night of returing home drunk. Oh, the girls I work with are the most gorgeous things ever. They make my heart palpitate.
Anyway, it's another lonely night. I'm home alone and I think I'll eat some ice cream and watch a movie...
Anyway, it's another lonely night. I'm home alone and I think I'll eat some ice cream and watch a movie...
life_returns:
are you gonna be working wed? 29th?
maybe it would be a good idea to plan something nice for yourself that's a few months away. a vacation? a nice purchase? i dunno. i always need something to look forward to.
why do i even try to give advice.
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I honestly think I can say that I know how you feel.
There have been big changes.