chbenito

I just got home from a couple drinks. I chatted with one of my ex-girls. It was a nice night. Now, I am listening to a little music and geeking before bed. Tomorrow will be a day of chores and such. I'm thinking about asking a girl out on a date. Maybe I'll manage not to lose my nerve. That would be a nice change.

Home from work and broken down. I had along night. Lots of running up and down the stairs, grabbing things that we needed. All in all, it was a success. People were happy, and the food was good.

Now I am sore. My legs are jelly, and my whole body aches. I'm going to be in pain tomorrow.

[after a poor night of sleep]

I'm...
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I haven't done anything all week. I wouldn't say that I've been wallowing, but I haven't been exultant either. I work the next couple of nights, and that is giving me an excuse to get off my lazy duff.

I've been a total hermit. I've left my apartment complex twice all week. I've been totally nocturnal. These things just aren't any good.

The other night,...
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It is again the wee hours, and I am drunk and alone. Another of these nights, yet I am generally content.

I ran into Hera tonight at the bar. We talked a little, as I distracted her form all the other boys that wanted her beautiful attention. It was nice while it lasted.

I drank more with some of the usual suspects. I sat after...
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I just woke up from a nap. I dreamed many odd things, but I have had an odd recurring element lately. I've had lovers in my dreams. I haven't actually gotten past casual dating with anyone in years. I am going to have to spend a little time understanding these dreams.

Another drunken night. I started drinking when I got off work. I had a few, then I ran home and watched a little adult swim. I love cartoons.

I ran back to the bars and had a couple more after that. Unfortunately all the girls that I would like to hit on were off hiding somewhere. Lame.

I'm needing to get over the girl...
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So tonight I started playing around with my phone. I realized that I could make little SG wallpapers for my phone. So I whipped out the gimp and edited some pics. I think they turned out pretty good. Maybe I'll make more. Are any of you interested?

My birthday rocked. I got drunk. I was surrounded by friends. Everyone seemed to enjoy themselves. No complaints.

One of the hard drives in my main computer died while I slept the other night. I've almost got the machine back to it's original glory, but I have more poking to do.

Anyway, I should go sleep or something.

It is the wee hours, and I'm drunk and listening to the Beastie Boys. "5 Bouroughs" rocks. I got all drunk down at the Red.

Hera was there. It was good to see/talk to her. I'm a little scared of girls, so if I was lame, it was fear, not disinterest. My late nite drinking was with my co-workers, and they all rock. I work...
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I'm finally feeling human again.

I did a bit of drinking after work on friday... and that turned into quite a bit of drinking, and some drugs and a hot tub and lots of wandering around naked. I walked home sometime after dawn. It was a long walk and my feet were hamburger by the time I was done.

So I spent all of saturday...
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Not so morose lately, but a little tense right now. We had a bit of a scuffle at the bar as we cleared the drunks... a glass got thrown and people got a little physical. Luckily nobody got hurt, the only casualty was a button on my cardigan.

The trials of being a door man. Now I need to get a wee bit of sleep...
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Another late night at the computer listening to Modest Mouse. I'm not so meloncholy tonight. Drunk.