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It's 4 in the morning. I just got up. I am about to jump on my bike and ride for thirty minutes. Then I'll ride the Max for another thirty minutes. I go to sleep at 8pm every night. I'm glad this job is only temporary.

None of that was very coherent, but I have no time... gotta put on the rest of my clothes...
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Another hot day. I thought I had moved to a colder climate... oh well. I had a productive day anyway. I went and signed our lease, so the store has a new location. Then I went and got us a new business license.

Tomorrow, I need to deal with phone/dsl and power. Then it will be just about time to move the business. Exciting and...
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adam_idea:
hey stranger. whats all this buisness stuff about???
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I moved to a new town. Now, I need a job. Oh, and I need to make some more friends.
thistle:
omg!
join the SGPDX group.
kaffeina:
can old friends be new friends?
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Oops. I got another year older.
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kaffeina:
happy fucking birthday. Seriously. I forgot. But we never talk anyway. What's up with that? ooo aaa
life_returns:
I miss thee. hows life in sc?
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Prom was fun. It was good to get out of Santa Cruz for a while. I got to see and old friend that I haven't seen in ages, and I actually talked to a couple of people at Prom. Ah, well...
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life_returns:
happy birthday dude. wink
thistle:
happy birthday sugar pie.
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The hardest thing about my new sobriety is the general boredom. I'm sitting here in the middle of the night, bored. I don't really have anyone to call, as all of my non-boozer friends are in bed, and all of my boozer friends are boozed. Oh well. Being lonely won't kill me. I'll just play some more video games and pine for the old days...
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life_returns:
so did you find a date yet?
thistle:
you can always call me... i may not come and hang out but i'll chat.

[Edited on May 06, 2005 8:06PM]
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Don't stand,
don't stand
don't stand so close to me.

That is the theme of my life.

I'm a dirty old man.
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life_returns:
Hows sobriety going?
kaffeina:
Wow... are you sober again?
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I miss my sex life.

In other news, I am feeling much better.
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I'm sober this month, which has it's up and it's downs. On the upside, I will actually get paychecks this month and put them towards paying off the debt that I have. The down side being that I'm not drinking myself into oblivion right now. Instead, I'm sitting here full of self loathing, since all of my anger at others winds up turning into self-hatred,...
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thistle:
i am really shitty at cheering people up. i guess trying to cheer someone up is sort of stupid anyway. i think not drinking for a while is a good idea if you find yourself drinking to escape.

maybe it would be a good idea to plan something nice for yourself that's a few months away. a vacation? a nice purchase? i dunno. i always need something to look forward to.

why do i even try to give advice.

[Edited on Mar 13, 2005 10:05PM]
kaffeina:
I want to talk to you, and I tried calling a few times.

I honestly think I can say that I know how you feel.

There have been big changes. whatever
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Thanks for visiting folks. It was nice to see some of you down at my bar. I'm not the most social person, but I do appreciate the company.
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kaffeina:
OMG. Seriously, you couldn't live without Scrabble?

that's some pretty fucked up shit right there.

and uh, i'm selling the house. blackeyed whatever frown
life_returns:
I hear youre detoxing. Good for you. I think i might do that around late april.
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I'm far too in love with a girl who must remain nameless. She knows.