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Wednesday May 10, 2006

May 10, 2006
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Another poetic Rant
Anxiety,
Riding,
Singing,
Rushing,
Through my veins
Pumping me up
Like a drug
Memories bombard me
Crashing through walls
Held so high
Cinderblocks are falling
Like rain from the sky
Obsessiveness,
Paranoia,
Fear,
Doubt,
Disillusion,
Come crashing down
Raining all around my head

I want to scream
I want to cry
I want to flail
But I sit
In this........

Stay present
Stay alive
Don't give in

I am Addict
I am Weak
I am Strong
I am Pity
I am Doubt
I am Hope

All
Of
These
Things

Alive on the wake
of self realization

I am OK
Because I am Alive


I love my front porch of my house at night. on a warm Spring night it's the best place to just sit out and listen to the insects and put pen to paper. Sigh.....

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