chatttownsaint

Lots of things going on right now.

This weekend (Insha'Allah) will be the end of my time in the military, and as much as I know getting out is the right thing to do, there are a lot of people and things that I will miss. It will be strange to have that whole aspect of my life just disappear overnight.

Couple weeks until my program at school is done, and I'm not very sure what I am going to end up doing. I enjoy learning all kinds of interesting things and helping people, but plans may have to change as far as how I do that. Going to have to stick my head out and look at some different options, and wait.

In the interim I should be starting a new job at a bookstore that takes everything very seriously, everything but the paycheck at least it seems. Soon will be "orientation" and we will see how bad it is.

I've had and lost two different ladies in the last few months, one that I really hope will come back to me. It's hard to have it completely out of my hands and still feel attached. I should just let it go, but the girl is just too damn awesome and I haven't been able to get her out of my head. I am still looking...but it's hard to find someone that can compare, and it's hard after getting emotionally invested in relationships just to have them suddenly disappear like what has been happening.

Hopefully there will be some new beginnings to go with these endings in my life. I'll drink to that.