chase

i want so much stuff

i want big boobs.
i want my parents to get on with my boyfriend.
i want my long hair back.
i want all my friends to stop arguing within our group.
i want my mum to be able to talk about her dad without crying.
i want stabilty.
i want foresight good enough to tell me that the choices i make now are gonna be the right ones.
i want my friends to know how much they mean to me and it just to be a silent understanding.
i want to be able to say all this without people thinking i'm on my period.
i want people to stop dying of hunger when some people are selling football players for millions of pounds.
i want my auntie to get married again.
i want to stop being jealous of people i dont know.
i want some damn sunshine once in a while.
i want my car to start first time everytime.
i want to be a better godmother to my god daughter.
i want to be able to afford to live in the town i work in.
i want the waitress at my favorite resturaunt to get paid enough to eat there occasionally.
i want the man on the 6 o clock news to be able to smile as he's reading the headlines.

i Need to stop thinking so much



chase xx