chase

meh





i'm tempted to leave it as that.

i wont.

but that does sum up my mood.

why is everyone trying to tell me to settle down? serious, no...

i'm not gonna be a bore and recite my views on other peoples shit, at the end of the day people should do what suits them.
and my freedom suits me.

my mother has been trying to have "settle down" talks with me all week. i think she feels that if a had a 'nice boy' then she could stop feeling not bad about not worrying about me at all and adandon all sense of parent-ship stuff altogether.
hense i've avoided her phone-calls...
i'm tempted to tell her i'm gay.
i really dont need looking after, or someone to "rely" on, i got me and thats fine with me, not trying to get all destinys child about it but yeah...

i'm losing my thread now

i dont get the whole human idealism with owner-ship. like my car, my phone, my tv, they're the things i own, i dont wanna own a person..thats crazy, and i dont want to be owned by someone else, the whole concept makes no sense to me.

meh, i shouldnt have started writing this.

in other news my right eye hurts and my mate ran over someones foot today.

*kisses*

chase (in over-thinking mood)

xxxx