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I am getting my very first cavity filled today. Sad.

My birthday is this weekend and I wish I could stop it from happening. I want to lock myself in a room all weekend and pretend the world stopped. I'm sure that it will end up being fun, but the stuff I looked forward to doing the most got canceled.

The pain from the endometriosis came back really bad lately. I am doing everything within my power to keep it under control, but it isn't working. I can barely even tolerate to have sex anymore. (It's from the endo and not the boyfriend).

My boyfriend has become much more understanding about everthing. I had to beat things over his head and talk to him about it alot, but he is doing much better with it, much more sensitive and stuff.

I guess that is it. I am going to try to find more time for this, but I am making no promises. I am trying to do too many things... I even quit my second job (when the pain started to be unbearable again) and I somehow still have less time. Oh well...