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God damn, I am so flipping tired! Ah! I went to Silver Falls yesterday with my boyfriend. It was fun. I used to do stuff like that every weekend. I forgot how much I love it. I felt so much more serene and content. I posted pictures if you want to look. I think they are beautiful.

I got a waitressing job, but to the dismay of everyone it is at a strip club. I start on Thursday night. I am really glad because I need money so desperately. But, I can tell that it makes my boy uncomfortable. He told me he is fine with it but I don't really think he is. I am not dancing. I won't do it! I think he is partially just upset because I will be working on friday and saturday nights. That pretty much eats the weekends. The manager told me that about 70 people applied for that job. I only got it because I know two of the girls that dance there. One I have been friends with for almost eleven years; that is a long ass time. Also, I think the manager thought I was hot, which always is an advantage when dealing with such a superficial business. Oh well. They uniforms are cute, but OH MY GOD sooo skanky! I like it. Ha ha!

I got a birthday present for my boyfriend. I hope it likes it so much. I am not going to say what I got quite yet because he reads this sometimes.

Was it good for you?