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I am going to see a new doctor tomorrow. My fifth doctor, so far. I have some kind of hernia or something. It's on both sides which is very very rare. The tumor I had before was very rare as well. I am just rare. I am really scared to have more surgery. The last one was so awful, I don't want anything worse...or even the same.

I met a woman the other day. She was my guardian angel, or something. When she was seventeen she had a ton of health problems. She had to do what I am doing. She was in college and had to drop because of her health. I loved hearing a story about someone that had been in a situation similar to mine. She also told me about two of her friends that had horrible health problems at a young age too. She kept telling me that they were the most beautiful she knew. She also told me I was extremely beautiful. I feel so crappy all the time that whenever someone compliments me I love it. It makes me feel a little better. It was only fifteen minutes of my life, but I will remember that woman forever.

Has anyone had an experience like that right when they needed it?