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Thursday Jan 06, 2005

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Okay, so I went to the doctor two days ago for my post-op appointment. She took video of the surgery and showed me some of it. I have some endometriosis, but it isn't the biggest problem. There are some ligaments that support the organs in the lower portion of the abdomen (uterus, appendix, bladder, intestines). Most of mine are not there. I have two huge holes on both sides of my body where ligaments are supposed to be. I have a few ligaments that look like little strings on the top and bottom of the huge hole. Those ligaments are pulled super-tight. She thinks that is what is causing most of my pain. She had never seen anything like it, so she requested two other surgeons to come during my surgery and help her. They had never seen it either. One hass been a surgeon for twenty years. They collectively decided to cut the ligaments to try to take some of the pressure off temporarily. She told me that she is going to show the video to some more surgeons at the hospital until she finds one that knows what it is. This is never going to end... puke puke

On another note, I successfully created more friend drama. I did something crappy to a friend about six months ago (ironically, it was right before - I mean days- I started having these problems). I called her to give her a long-overdo-apology. She is still super super pissed at me. She keeps sending me angry text messages about how horrible I am. I didn't tell her about my health issues until today. I didn't feel like I should tell her that because healthy or not I should have apologized sooner. I did what I did to get out of the friendship because she was so negative I couldn't handle it anymore. I did it in a really shady way. Anyway, it's stressing me out, so I thinking I should have waited till I am better. I didn't think she would even respond. I have tried to talk to her about it, but she won't answer her phone when I call. She waits till I leave a message and then sends me texts. I think it is petty.

How are you guys doing? From what I have read lately, there seems to be some relationship issues. Those suck! tongue kiss kiss kiss
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stitches_u_up:
Your medical condition is kind of fascenating, from my professional side. On the personal, i am sorry to hear that things are not going well. I have on-going problems with my jaw, and understand the chronic pain and discomfort that genetics can cause. Well if there is anything i can do to help just let me know.

In the mean time are you able to get around any easier yet? Sometimes i think recovery from anything is easier as long as you can comfortably do the little things in life.

Ah friendship drama, if only friendships were effortless. But sometimes they take work. I dont know what to tell ya really. it sounds like you just gotta trust your feelings.

Well, Hope that all things get better for you.

Here are some (hugs) and kiss kiss

Maybe they will help!
Jan 9, 2005
mrdelicious:
how are you feeling today?
Jan 10, 2005

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