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charlize

Denver

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Wednesday Dec 07, 2005

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So...

I have no way to stay in DC. That means I will be heading back to Portland permanently on the 23rd. I have mixed feelings about it.

At least I have one friend back there that wants me home. She will let me stay with her for awhile if I need it... I probably will.

I was going to stay with my (ex?)boyfriend, but I don't think it is going to work out. It was good between us for three days. Why can't ever last any longer? I wish sometimes that I could just make things work between us. I love him soooo much. Shit happens, right? Then we get Luvs and it solves all of our problems... contains them, at least.

I got drunk and really fucking high tonight. It was fun, except the part when I went home and felt lonely again.

Does someone know how to turn off emotions???? (Except the ones like happiness, true love, more happiness - listed twice because it is becoming elusive)

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trebo:
Hey Charlize kiss ...Do you know that I really love you! kiss ....You went for your dream...Dont have any regrets!...You will get discovered another way...I'm sure of it!...Keep your passion and dream alive!...You will find your way....
Turning emotions off???...Things would be soo much easier for us huh?...lol..Dont give upo on being happy!...You will find what you are looking for....You deserve to be happy!...Dont go back to Portland with your head hung down...Hold your head high!...Love Trebo kiss
Dec 7, 2005
hypnogogic:
You've never been to a New Years party?!?!?!?!?
Dec 7, 2005

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