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oh no. how rude of the world to treat someone as good as you in such a manner. i'm gonna find those bastards and....make them be your servants for eternity, just to make you happy again. hang in there sweetie

Listen dear it's sucks! Of course it does. But you wanted so badly to do this. There are somethings you need to do for yourself. Not for your family or you boyfriend. This is a chance that some women never get. (me for example) I remeber a time not so long ago when this was your passion. Yes you are lonely. But you have to learn a way to get passed this. You're in DC right?? Have you been to the Smithsonian museams? There are many things to do there. A beautifull art museam also I believe. Please try to find something. The boy (if he's right) will wait.

As for my prison time. I was a drug addict for 6 years. Crystal meth was all the rage at the dance school I went to. Not only was I a dancer but I was in many other activities. Most of them to please my mother. I was in beauty pagents from age 2 to 18. I played the piano, flute and violin. I was trained in Classic European music. I took French, German and Latian lessons. Voice lessons from age 6 to 18. I was a competitive cheerleader. The list goes on and on. The stress got to be so much. A girl at my dance school offered it to both me and my sister.

Anyways I was compleatly living on the stuff by the time I was 18. When I graduated we moved to the city closest to our home town. I started dating a boy who sold to me. By then I was so addicted that my habit was more expensive than I could afford. So I started having sex for drugs. I was also trasporting large amounts of drugs from the town my boyfriend lived in to the town I lived in. There was a drug raid on an apartment building that I was in, getting drugs. The boys I was with told the police I was a prostitute and that I had drugs in my car.

I was charged with salictation, posestion with intent to sell and warehousing. Did I mention it was large amounts of drugs I had. Fortunately for me I had a leaniant Judge who got me into a rehab program. As long as I narked on all my friends.

So there's my story.