charliewonka

im totally fucking hopeless.
i spent 4 years on stupid SSRI's through no choice of my own. Now that im older its really fucking difficult for me to interact with people on an emotional level. im trying as hard as i can but its not something thats second nature to me. i told this girl that i liked her and that i suck at relationships because of it and she said that she was willing to give it a chance and i figured id try my best and communicate and see if i could maybe get through to her. i guess she gave up and now im alone again and really fucking frustrated. i know its hard for people to understand unless theyve actually been through it but fuuuuck, i hate this