charlatan

Had my wallet stolen at work on Saturday. I lost my Bank card, my Driver's License, my insurance cards, my gas discount card, and some nudie pictures I took of myself. I sure hope they don't end up on the web. i know that fatmanlovers.com would probably pay a hefty (hee) price for them. That is the second time it has happened in the last eight months. Once I lost my just my visa basically because i was tooo drunk to take proper care of it but this was different. Someone went into my coat and took it. There was no cash in it at all. I love my coworkers.

Things like this make me think about how wonderful life can just remind you that you aren't on your feet yet. Will I ever be? How long am I supposed to feel like I'm getting my ass kicked? When does everyhting stop feeling likes its too hard for me? Life just seems like such a hassle. When can I try to love again?

Today is Valentine's Day. I know it is just another day but I can't help but feel lonely today. The room seems quieter, my bed seems bigger. Maybe I just feel smaller, I don't know. These days of sentiment always make my heart ache. The memories always come back. The tears always fall, and so follows the booze.

But today there is no booze because I have no fucking ID.

Excuse me, I have to go and kill my neighbor until they learn how to take care of their fucking dog.