I hate secrets, I hate lies. I am guilty of both. I will no longer be. You can never turn back the clock and some people can never forgive.
Why do you do this to me? Why do you come here and tear open my heart with that hopeful grin and those pale blue eyes. Why can't you let me change? Let me renew myself. Why do you hurt me with my own shortcomings? Isn't it enough that I am broken? Aren't you sated? Why do I fall for it? Is it only for the sex? Is it love after all? I am always so happy to see you and am always crying in the dark when you leave. Why do you say those things? Why can't you ever forget? I did. I have. Why do I deserve this? I do all you ask of me and more. I am always the only one there for you. Always there when you need me. Why do I always fall for it. Why am I so gullible.
I will never learn..and she will never let me forget it.
Why do you do this to me? Why do you come here and tear open my heart with that hopeful grin and those pale blue eyes. Why can't you let me change? Let me renew myself. Why do you hurt me with my own shortcomings? Isn't it enough that I am broken? Aren't you sated? Why do I fall for it? Is it only for the sex? Is it love after all? I am always so happy to see you and am always crying in the dark when you leave. Why do you say those things? Why can't you ever forget? I did. I have. Why do I deserve this? I do all you ask of me and more. I am always the only one there for you. Always there when you need me. Why do I always fall for it. Why am I so gullible.
I will never learn..and she will never let me forget it.
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you may send me to Bali first please thank you
youll learn... it may be slow.. baby steps at first, but cliched as it is i swear time will heal it...
and ill be here for you as much and as well as i can be.
im learning to be your friend... and am honestly grateful for the opportunity. youre a wonderful person, and maybe you see it, maybe you dont...
but fuck. im almost in awe of you.
and pie? fuck yeah!