How is everyone? I sold my house last weekend. Now all I need to do is find a new one. My work stint is over and I say thank god for that. I only had to come 900 bucks from my asking price. That kicks ass! I went and saw Shaun of the Dead last night and I thought it was really good. Did anyone else go and see it? You all should. On saturday I went to Oktoberfest at Gastaph's on University and got drunk enough that I wasn't sure where I was at first when I woke up. It was a fun night. I went with a really old friend of mine. It made me remember how much I like hanging out with my friends I grew up with and that I don't see them enough. They are people that knew me before I learned to guard myself from others. They are the only ones who truly know me anymore. I was all set to meet my first SGTC group members but chickened out like I always do. I need to build some confidence again. This year has taken it all out of me. I wonder if you can get it in an over the counter pill or something.
I am going to visit my folks next week on Sunday thru Wednesday. I like poing up to the lake and hang out with old friends. Sometimes going to see parents is difficult for me because I am not sure I have turned out the way they wanted. Not that they ever told me what it was they wnted of me but when I think about them and my sister and myself I feel kind of like a failure. It's probably just me.
I have been feeling very lonely lately. Very confused about life and that makes me uneasy because I thought that by now I would be starting to figure this living stuff out. I haven't even come close to that.
Maybe someday I will have something dear to me. Maybe someday lonliness will be just a memory.
Not today...
I am going to visit my folks next week on Sunday thru Wednesday. I like poing up to the lake and hang out with old friends. Sometimes going to see parents is difficult for me because I am not sure I have turned out the way they wanted. Not that they ever told me what it was they wnted of me but when I think about them and my sister and myself I feel kind of like a failure. It's probably just me.
I have been feeling very lonely lately. Very confused about life and that makes me uneasy because I thought that by now I would be starting to figure this living stuff out. I haven't even come close to that.
Maybe someday I will have something dear to me. Maybe someday lonliness will be just a memory.
Not today...
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Ironically enough, almost went to Gasthaph on Saturday myself. But shit didn't pan out the way it was suppossed to, and I wound up meeting some peeps downtown. Love that joint though! The one bad thing about it though, is waking up the next morning with black snuff adhered to the inside of your nose like tar.
Pussed out on Saturday??? Actually were a couple nOObs that have never shown their faces before. Good times... I mean shit, it's the fucking CC Club, how can anyone go wrong? Next time don't be such a pussy!