Well I am back for another round of listen to my thoughts. Tomorrow I am taking my dog to get fixed and I am worried that something bad will happen to her. She is still just a baby. I may have found myself a house in the city that I can afford, which is good news but does little to lighten my mood lately. Life seems so hard and I am beginning to wish I could just take a year or two off to sleep my problems away. I continue to have dreams about me dying. Last night I had a dream that I was being corraled by these inbred hicks who kept calling me a sicko and a parasite. They were missing teeth and had ratty overalls and plaid shirts. Chewing tobacco drooling off of their unshaven faces with pitchforks and torches in their hands. They chased me into this barn and blocked off the doors with these huge SUVs and lit the building on fire. I only slept for like 2 hours today. 
I need whoever stole my manual on life to send it back. If anyone has an extra can you let me make a copy? I think I took a wrong turn somewhere back in the 7th or 8th grade. Maybe I've been making wrong turns all along. Who can tell anymore. I think Geprge Carlin said it best when he spoke those true words
"I think we should have one round state."
I would like to say thank you to all of you who have been so nice to this new guy. I really appreciate it.
if there is one person you can't stop thinking about, put this sentence in your journal.
I need whoever stole my manual on life to send it back. If anyone has an extra can you let me make a copy? I think I took a wrong turn somewhere back in the 7th or 8th grade. Maybe I've been making wrong turns all along. Who can tell anymore. I think Geprge Carlin said it best when he spoke those true words
"I think we should have one round state."
I would like to say thank you to all of you who have been so nice to this new guy. I really appreciate it.
if there is one person you can't stop thinking about, put this sentence in your journal.
MM