charlatan

All I've done in the last few weeks is sit in my apartment, listen to The Devil Makes Three, and do homework. I don't remember school being this time consuming. I'm pretty frustrated about the whole thing to say the least. I've been back home now for about a month and I feel like all of me hasn't made the transition back yet. I miss my routine from working at the mine up north more than I thought I would. not that things are going bad, don't get me wrong. It's just that I don't really feel like anything is going at all lately. Good or bad at least things were moving in a direction. I don't really like this listless dead water thing I seem to be caught up in. I miss working a lot. it defines quite a bit of how I look at myself. I've found myself getting more involved with student government to kind of take the place of the job I had this summer. It makes me feel like I am accomplishing something tangible. School is a tangible thing, of course, but it won't really feel like it until I'm done, I don't think. Bah, who knows. I've got a ton of homework to do so I can't be here. Really. I have to go.

Next weekend will be fun, though. At least for me. I can think of five people that may not enjoy Saturday so much. Heh.