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Friday Sep 14, 2007

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It's so hard to know what the right choice is when it comes to your heart. You'd think I'd be better at this by now but apparently the manual on how my heart works is still packed in a box somewhere. I think trying is the noble thing to do and it's what my heart wants desperately, but my brain is kind of against it; it remembers what it's like when I follow my heart's advice.

The repercussions may be disastrous. At least for they could be for me.

Just thinking about this makes me wring my hands with anxiety. I don't even want to conceive of what is happenening. It makes my head feel on fire. My insides feel like they've been bruised in a prize fight. I feel as though I'm walking in this surreal place that is eerily familair.

I don't like feeling like this.

If it happens to me again I'm not sure that I can make it through the way I have before. blackeyed
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tritone:
Everything ok?
Sep 20, 2007
hor:

Hmmm, tough stuff. Hopefully your heart stays true to you and takes you in the right direction. wink


Of course, I've been without a heart for awhile now and I seem to be doing all right. confused
Sep 20, 2007

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