It's funny how life can take a turn quickly, huh?
If you showed me that beginning to a journal I wrote a year ago I'd assume it was nothing but doom and gloom. I've been down so long that up had enough and just hit me over the head.
My luck has been unbelievable for bit. Everything is going my way. Promotion at work plus a nice raise. An apartment that I was kind of railroaded into taking turns out to have the coolest neighbors in the fucking world. My being broke seems to be sleeping with the fishes. These are all great things, and right in a row.
Then there is her. I have never met someone and been so quickly and completely taken as I have been by her. She brightens my days. The thought of her makes me laugh out loud in delight, her messages make the worst situation bearable with just a glance. She has bewitched me in a way I didn't think was possible anymore.
So many things in my head about her make it difficult to think. I'm walking on air. I'm happier than I've been in too long. My days are brighter. It's nice to think of someone again, to miss someone again, to feel for someone again. I really hope this can last. I hope it isn't the just flare. I'm happy.
What does she think of me?
She thinks I'm man pretty.
If you showed me that beginning to a journal I wrote a year ago I'd assume it was nothing but doom and gloom. I've been down so long that up had enough and just hit me over the head.
My luck has been unbelievable for bit. Everything is going my way. Promotion at work plus a nice raise. An apartment that I was kind of railroaded into taking turns out to have the coolest neighbors in the fucking world. My being broke seems to be sleeping with the fishes. These are all great things, and right in a row.
Then there is her. I have never met someone and been so quickly and completely taken as I have been by her. She brightens my days. The thought of her makes me laugh out loud in delight, her messages make the worst situation bearable with just a glance. She has bewitched me in a way I didn't think was possible anymore.
So many things in my head about her make it difficult to think. I'm walking on air. I'm happier than I've been in too long. My days are brighter. It's nice to think of someone again, to miss someone again, to feel for someone again. I really hope this can last. I hope it isn't the just flare. I'm happy.
What does she think of me?
She thinks I'm man pretty.
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I'm sure you're more than deserving of all your happiness and have gone through a lot of shit in your pursuit of it.
Think of it as a payoff. Everyone goes through life hoping and trying for that one moment when everything he or she has done will come together and spawn life's most prized possession: happiness.
Some achieve it early on; some don't ever achieve it.
It sounds like you have finally done it. Congratulations!
Happiness is yours