charlatan

I'm feeling particularily futile lately. I'm starting to wonder what people are friends and what people spend time around me because A. I'm part of a crowd, B. They think they can look down on me and feel superior in some way, or C. They just want things from me, and my friendship isn't really one of them.

I have met alot of great people over the last year. It was perfect timing in my life when I joined this site. Alot of the people I've met helped to restore my faith in my life. I am forever greatful for the lesson I have been taught through that restoration.

Be that as it may make no mistake, although I may be emtionally stunted in ways i do not yet grasp, I am not small, weak, fragile, or unsure of who I am. If you thumb your nose at me, use me, or treat me unfairly I will seek retribution. I'm sick and tired of being kicked around and spoken to like I'm stupid or like I'm a child.

I had people that I was fast beginning to consider real friends. This progression has henceforth stopped. I deserve to be treated with with some goddamn motherfucking courtesy. Because I am a humble man does not mean I'm a pushover, does not mean I won't fuck you up if you cross me. One person treats me like a hired service more than not lately. The other has almost compltely written me off. You guys can keep your high and mighty attitude and your secret life, respectively. Without some overture of friendship from your parts I really only have two things to say to you, or to anyone that fucks with me for that matter.

Fuck you.

Watch your step.